HI everyone this is strange I see everyone is having problems like me I have a tremdous amount of student loan payments that I have got so far behind on and as well as my car I am 2 months behind on that now and I have not paid my eletric for 1 month and my phone bill now I have a company calling my mama telling her that they are going to take her house the only thing in the world she has and I dont know what to do she dont have the money to help and I am going to try to get paid up but I dont know how I now work 13 to 15 hours a day 7 days a week and still cant pay my bills so I dont know if anyone has a answer or can give me some guide lines on how to help me it would be greatly apreceited I been reading this for the last few days and trying to think on what to put on here the realy reason I am so behind on my bills for the last 3.5 years my future wife I pray has been away in lima,peru fighting to get her daughter she is 11 and my girl has problems with her legs and breast cancer so she goes to the doctor almost every day and if she is not going to the doctor she is going to the palace to check on the case I spend alot of money for her to go to the doctor and for lawyer fee I have not been able to go and see her for 1 year and 5 months now and it looks like its going to be longer that is ok with us. She has been liveing her own house with out eletric some times I send enough for her to put eletric and be able to eat and other times the eletric gets shut off or she dont have a lot of money to eat she been eating beans the last days and that is killing me I just have run out of money to help her she works a little bit but the work there is hard to find so when it comes down too it I am not really looking for help for me its for me but not really its for her to help her with all the bad times she is haveing she has been living with all this plus alot more from her ex husband he is a very very bad person and the laws there dont really do alot for the women I have been trying and trying but I am running out of money not hope but its turning our realtion ship really bad and she is going to work in a fish cuttery place and she just had surgery on her legs the doctor said she needs to stay off her feet for at least two months but she is so hard headed and she yells at me for sending money I cant send that makes me behind on my bills but I really want to help her and her daughter I am looking for some strong prayer to help her through these times thank you very much for your time in reading this.